simply me

http://eirene.blog.siol.net/2009/06/10/neznosna-lahkost-bivanja/

in kaj potem?

matr mi je fajn :) res. Sej vem, da mi en kup fali.

Sam mi je fajn. :)

Skratka.
Dans sem šla dam, itak, da napol mrtva (as i still am). In se pogovarjava tko z mami, tralala, čist normaln, in pol pokliče sestrična in pol tko sam slišm mami "ja ne nč ni boljš, ja, lohk je slepota, sem mislla, da bo boljš, mal sem sesuta"

OK. HOLD IT. WHAT?

No, in pol pride nazaj v kuhinjo in jo vprašam, kaj je z njenimi očmi in mi pove. Mislm, vedla sem že, da so ji izmeril povišan pritisk v očeh, k je bla nazadnje, in so ji dal ene kapljice za oči, zdej v petek je bla pa spet pr okulistu in se je sicer mal znižal pritisk, sam da je še zmer nad normalno vrednostjo in da je to zelena mrena (glavkom), čigar zadnja in neizogibna posledica je slepota.
WTF?!
Tko da je zdej čist obupana. Jst pa tud. Man no :( Also - i feel SO bad about all the bitchin' i've done lately :(

Čeprov sem šla pol gledat mal na net. Zvišan pritisk je samo en od faktorjev. Pa jst bi šla še po drugo mnenje. Pa k oftalmologu. Tko da - it might be ok. Držte pesti, punce. Jst res ne vem, kaj bi, če se mami kej zgodi, kljub njenim takim in drugačnim popadkom.

( my theory, let me show you it )

... is just sit and wait.

Or, rather, all I can do is just sit and wait. That's ... new O_O :)

But on to more important stuff :) Yesterday i had my car serviced. Which is no biggie, i know, but for me it was huge - see, i've never done it before! On my own! :D So it was yet another accomplishment. You know? :)

Every day i get to do something new that really empowers me. It's so great. And not scary anymore. And i don't feel a burning urge to run and tell jure about it every time something like this happens. I have me now ;)

I'll be just. fine. Whatever happens. I'll be just fine :)

Now - back to work. There are people who rely on me ;)

So, in the light of everything that's been going on with LJ - should i archive my posts? And, uhm...how do i do that? O_O

an early one. and only one.

enough. no more.

this is enough.

you don't have to know what i mean, but i think you do anyway.

my dear gals, have yourselves a merry little christmas :)

I just want to thank you all for all the support you've been giving me steadily this year. I love you and am grateful for you at the same time *hugs* I hope I won't have to do the same for you because I don't want anything bad happening to you, but if it does, you can always, under all circumstances, count on me.

Thanks again, you're the best! <3 <3 <3

( NOT about dating :D )

Evo, direkten citat z bloga Sadie, ki je pravi poet in jo občudujoče berem že nekej časa. Pa zmer ve, kaj napisat oz. zmer napiše tist, kar rabm prebrat, ob pravem času. Ne vem, kakšna povezava je to :)

"Je bilo malo bizarno, je manjkalo nekaj malega, ampak bilo veliko ostalega. Pa tud če nisem v celoti govorila resnice, ne takoj, pa tud če je v resnici vse tisto bila resnica, samo malo bolj pozna, se spomnim, nikoli ne bom pozabila, si rekel - mene vse to nič ne moti. Jst te vzamem celo in vso, z vso čustveno prtljago, s težkim tovorom na upognjenem hrbtu, jst te hočem, da te ozdravim, da te zacelim, da nesem pol te zajebane prtljage zate, dokler ne pozabiš, dokler ne zaživiš spet, z mano, drugače, na novo. In sva stala tam objeta ob štirih zjutraj, naslonjena na ograjo, ki je obdajala majhen ribnik - ne vem, če ni bil Brbotalnik, kar stala sva tam in si verjela. Ampak tisti hip, ko sem se zalotila, da so kljub vsemu lepemu moje nore misli pa vseeno odtavale nekam drugam, tisti hip sem vedela, da ne bo šlo, da mi je namenjeno, da me najprej še bolj boli, ker mora še bolj boleti, da potem vendar neha."

Ja. Najprej mora še bolj bolet. Da potem neha.

In mene še ni nehal bolet. In noben Darijan ne more tega spremenit.

Surely it's not normal that I'm so insanely looking forward to seeing him tonight.

Also, check this out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7TkyzvXLdo

http://sadie007.blog.siol.net/2008/11/19/nocem-bit-ti/

tkole nekak no, z mal priredbe, pa da ne bom ravn teksta kradla, se jst zdele počutm. in se mam tud čist fletn in mi ni nč hudo in tud jst se bom znašla.

pa tud ključavnco bom namontirala. Če sem jo kupla, jo bom tud namontirala.

Pa tud vitrex sem kupla, znam. Pa tud navodila za razredčenje so gor.

Pa olje tud že znam preverit.

Pa tud police bom namontirala, če bo treba. Pa s T2 se tud znam zmenit.

Vsak dan je ena mala zmaga. Al pa dve.

In sem samostojna in neodvisna in odrasla.
In jst bom v redu.

kaj pa ti?

girls. :)))) life is SO. GOOD.

will explain...later. I just...needed to write this. I CANNOT stop grinning :DDD




ps: vera, i need you to hold me back, because i'm falling in... in... in...


but only slightly.

http://www.rtvslo.si/zabava/modload.php?&c_mod=rnews&op=sections&func=read&c_menu=2&c_id=37729

the.BITCH. i knew it. fucking branka (aka boyfriend-snatcher) ARGH >_>

but to try every day all over again?

it's too difficult, too difficult.

sem v kabinetu. pospravljam stvari za novo stanovanje (kdaj bo že to?) in čevlje in take stvari. in ne upam niti pomislit na matejino sobo, kjer je še kup stvari, ki jih ne morem niti pogledat, ker so tam sami spomini, sami spomini.

kako se mi je lahko v enem mesecu obrnilo življenje na glavo?

kako je lahko to naredil, ne da bi trenil z očmi?

kako naj še kdaj poskusim bit v razmerju?

počutim se poškodovano.

( meme :) )

I HAVE A CAR I HAVE A CAR I HAVE A BRAND NEW CAR A CAR A CAR!!!!!!!!!!!
i bought it today. I get it October 1st :) It's a dark orange Getz :) NEW, completely new :) and mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


*giddy giddy giddy* :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

The rules:
Step 1: Put your Winamp or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 50 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
NB - skip if you can't find the lyrics for it.
Step 3: Strike out the songs when someone guesses the titles and artists correctly and list the answer with the username of the person who guessed it at the end of the lyric.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating.


well have fun, and let me say, in my defense, not all songs were chosen/downloaded by me ;)

This is for the thirteen casualties of Thursday's accident on the Sava.... 

I love w.h.auden for writing the most beautiful death song ever....

May their souls rest in peace, or party forever, whichever they prefer ;)

I'VE HAD A WHOLE LOT WRITTEN ABOUT SEASIDE AND ROISIN AND MY PAST YEAR AT SCHOOL AND STUPID LJ ATE IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i won't write anything *pouts*